Though I do not fit into society as much as I would like I have come to realize that the person I am today and the person that I will become in my future I do not regret nor will I forget those who stuck by my side throughout my struggles, OH and there were many but to this day I am forever humbled and ever so greatful to the good lord above for a well lived life and many more years to come. Times are changing, childhood is gone but never forgotten, teenage years were a struggle but I made it, young adultt years are passing and its time to grow up and start a new chapter in this novel of mine..and I ask,myself one question! "AM I READY"? 24 years of learning and being taught different strategies of survival..from parents,teachers,family,friends,enemies etc I am now ready to take that next big step in life...watching myy parents raise 10 kids is not an easy thing sometimes I lay down at night and cry. wondering how I could do this n do that to make ends meet.i only wish the best for my family but I can only do so much.Watching my father in pain every single night but still work up the strength to go to work makes me want to be a split image of my father. I have a long way to go but someday ill look back and say I did it. I am who I am because of the way I was raised.
